Im just a little bit caught in the middle.

lately, the idea of love has weighed very heavily on my mind. maybe its the turning another century older? maybe its watching everyone around me coupling up and thinking, ‘that looks nice’? maybe its my morbid fascination with love and how it works? maybe its all the adele, the civil wars and ryan adams i’ve been listening to on repeat? but i finally believe that i have gotten back to me. back to where i can trust someone again. give my heart to them and say, ‘here. this is my gift to you. please treat it kindly and gently. its very fragile, like me. please don’t squeeze it too tightly, and please don’t let it get dusty on a shelf. if you treat it kindly it will beat for you forever. and with every beat you’ll know i love you more and more.’