Im just a little bit caught in the middle.

"while i can’t have you, i long for you. i am the kind of person who would miss a train or a plane to meet you for coffee. i’d take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. i’d wait outside all night if i thought you would open the door in the morning. if you call me and say ‘will you,’ my answer is ‘yes’ before your sentence is out. i spin worlds where we could be together. i dream you. for me, imagination and desire are very close."