January 2009
9 posts
no, no one understands.
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this is what i’ve been listening to. soft. easy. its a friend of mine and i can put my finger on who exactly he sounds like.
i got to sing last night. with a band. on a stage. it was…..i think the words are hard to find. i’ve always loved to perform. i think its in my blood. i dont want fame fortune or to pop bottles. i merely want to perform. i...
i am laying in bed.
watching a marathon of ‘tabitha’s salon takeover’
i have a sweet kitten curled up on my lap.
i dont officially start work till next week, and i can’t wait.
i am so very tired of being unemployed and broke.
i spend most of my days cleaning, or reading outside with biggie laying at my feet.
not too bad for a vacation. but i am ready for the...
i sit snuggled up under a daisy yellow blanket. my dog curled up against my right leg and a glass of cab to my left. the bridges are playing on my itunes. and i am happy.
at this moment, i am actually truly and completely happy.
there is a first for everything.
dishes are done. dude.
i had a dream...
….not in the MLK jr kind of way, which would have been very festive….
but kind of in the heart wrenching, gut dropping kind of manner. the kind where you wake up and you can still feel the wet tears on your cheeks. you can still feel the sense of butterflies in your stomach and your head hurts.
i want to glide away, pull myself out of this utter funk that has now ensued. i want to...
siren songs.
when attending a toga party, it is best to simply arrive in the toga. do not attempt to be creative with this idea. as most people will probably think you are merely a peacock. NOT a siren (which by the way, is what you were). since most people aren’t complete geeks and did not watch the entire Xena and Hercules series and realize that a siren is actually not a mermaid as most think. but is,...
whisper till i fall apart.
there are a list of adult occurances that i have missed out on.
being 27, i should be at the age where i have a weekly bridal shower to go to, a baby shower, church events, friends birthday functions.
as an adult though, i have no set group of good friends. I have traveled too much, I have disappeared too often. I look at pictures of other women my age, women who are smiling and laughing with...
you kill me with christmas.
its 12:30 am.
i have purchased music on itunes.
i have scratched my head.
i have had ichats.
i have turned the pages of books.
i have drank tea.
i have felt sick.
i have longed for something more.
i have searched for something less.
i have job hunted.
i have sugar daddy hunted.
i have missed friends.
old and new.
i have giggled.
i have gotten teary eyed.
i have pet my...
gluten free life.
I have recently come to the conclusion that maybe my life would be better without the over abundance of gluten that I consume.
it is possible that 90% of america is allergic to gluten.
the definition of gluten is as follows: wheat. or flour. or grain (such as oats)
what this basically means is that my body cannot process this type of food correctly, causing me to become sick. or headachy or...